Making a habit

I'm still not eating sugar.  Not even peanut butter candy!  Oh, it's hard.  But even as it is hard, pathetically so, I have so much serenity with my children.  I wish I could do both, eat sugar and be nice to the kids.  I've been sane for weeks now and feel tempted to see if I can just eat sugar and still be sane.  But I know I can't.  It's worth avoiding sugar to be able to be nice.  Harsh!