March has a lot going for it

 I started seeing patients at the clinic for my program.  Knowing this would be more time than I could add to my schedule I gave notice in February to leave my campus job.  I enjoyed many things about working, but it was a lot of stress.  I learned that I need to be very careful about falling into office drama.  

My two patients are working on memory things and that is exciting to learn how to plan therapies. I have been interested in Music Intonation Therapy and I get to use it with one of my clients.  All the paperwork involved with planning and documenting therapy sessions is a lot.  So far I'm keeping my head above water.  

I put in a lot of time working on creating a memory resource for my patient with Broca's Aphasia.  I was telling P that I needed him to write 96% on a paper for me on doing this self assigned project so well.  He wrote me a very nice card and even put one of his A+ shiny smiley face stickers on it.

Friday night we celebrated Spring Break by having a smores cook out and trampolamp out.  The 3 peas tried to sleep on the trampoline.  They came in at 1:45am.  I'm proud of them though.

Our friends the S family are so cool.  They hosted a pi day party and it was so lovely.

Today I am flying to Jtown for a conference on Early Hearing Detection Intervention.  My parent advocacy job is paying for me to go.  P will drive down to Fl Monday with the kids.  Wednesday they will come and pick me up.  I can't believe how awesome the timing and location is for me to go on this trip.  Yay!

On the flight in to Jtown a person in my row was also going to the conference so we shared a lyft to the hotel.  When we got her I met several members sitting at various tables.  It has been truely amazing.  When I went to a conference in Atlanta for Language First it was fun, but I didn't know anyone.  Here I already feel like I have 6 people I can hang out with.  I even got the contact for the Early Intervention providers in Amerian Samoa.  P told me to do a lot of networking and I'm definitely doing that.

Baby Roo

 I'm reading Whinnie the Pooh with L and B.  B is enjoying it a lot more.  He is so delightful and really enjoys these stories.  Last night we read about how Rabbit was acting nimby about Kanga and baby Roo.  Rabbit contrives a scheme to kidnap baby Roo to get Kanga to leave the 100 acre woods.  It's horrific.  In the end Rabbit and Pooh end up friends with Kanga and Roo, while Piglet who was most roped into the scheme gets the most blame.  

I was discussing this with L today on the way to school; acknowledging that it was a horrible idea, and that hate comes from ignorance.  Once Rabbit knew Roo, they were friends.  God knows us, and loves us.

I like myself

 Someone asked me today if I was keeping busy in my calling.  They said "Doesn't it seem like there is always more you can do?"  My reply led to a larger response about how I like myself and I don't suffer from the common malady of inadequacy.  I was raised by a fantastically competent woman who told us lots of stories of people being mean to her.  What I took from those stories was that my mom was not perfect, and that those people were jerks to be critical of her rather than helpful.

In my own life, because of my mother, I am very capable, and feel good doing good.  I don't feel inadequate, or like I need to be doing more.  In my current calling I am super aware that there are at least 30 other women in the ward that could do this calling and do a great job.  I just happen to be the one doing it right now and I'm not trying to "impress" anyone, just do my best.

The 4 agreements are very important.  Learning to do your best, take nothing personal, assume nothing, and not use the word for poison, help me be happy.  When I break these agreements I do suffer from self doubt and worrying that people will hate me.  These outbreaks of worry are always less than a few hours, then I stop caring if someone doesn't like me.  That's their problem.  I like me.

When our ward was reorganized we were paired with the Spanish Branch.   I wanted to create a bilingual resource, but by the time I got it done, we aren't paired anymore.  Oh well.  I am pleased with it.  Now I can work on my spanish.  I read the English phrase then I read the Spanish and do sign language at the same time.  If I can't figure out the spanish well enough to put signs with it, I probably don't know the word for real.   

December

 We had an awesome family trip to Florida

Family

Seaworld

St Augustine